Kuro

Prince Charming

Fri, 29 May 2009 05:30:25 GMT

So being at work bored and alone today I found myself with sean working together, well not together 'together' but still in the same building type of deal. Anyways, he had told me he had some extra money left from his tax refund and I felt glad for him because he well deserved it. He told me he was going to buy a DSi today, I was really excited for him I thought maybe I'd steal it sometime and have a look at it because I've been eyeing one for a while but I'm waiting until after my trip to be over to get one.
But he looked at me and said 'pick one' ...'one of what?' I asked and he pointed to the DSi's. I looked at him funny and I laughed and told him he just had to be joking right? nope. He said I could get one if I wanted to, anyone a DSi or a DS lite. I kept thinking he was bluffing but he wasn't he pulled out his wallet and payed for 2 DSi's one for him and one for me. And what is the meaning of this? why would I write this story on livejournal? because for the first time in any relationship I've been in I had a man that wasn't selfish or greedy. Who only thought of himself. I didn't ask for anything but he knew I had been wanting one for sometime. It was his kind heart that just took me by surprise. It gave me the assurance that he is going to be mine forever, not only because of this but because of all the things he's done for me, and I've just never took it in closely. When it comes to a man who shares whatever he has with the person he loves the most, that's someone I want to stay with forever. I owe him back bigtime, probably a tv or something should be sufficient but dunno he'll probably beat me to it.

Summer in Guate.

Mon, 04 May 2009 04:28:39 GMT

So we received our confirmation for our tickets and flight information today so it's official. We're leaving July 17 on a friday and coming back August 16 sunday. Now I'm pumped, mostly because I"ve already saved up 99% of my ticket already I just need a couple more dollars just to make sure I'm covered.
I still need to get a bathing suit which the Quiksilver/Roxy has definitely caught my eye with a neon rainbow bikini top and matching surfer shorts. But other than that I'm pretty much covered. I've already got dresses, pants and skirts to cover for a whole month, that and I"ll probably be doing a lot of shopping so I don't need to worry about clothes.
As for being their physically, we'll probably be going to mum's place and then dad's. Mum's place is a small village with a lot of trees and rainforest, etc. while dad's place is ocean and volcanic scenery. Dad thinks we can rent a car from one of our uncles for our time being there and it gives us a little more freedom to travel around without having to depend on family everytime.
And that's probably it for now, everything still needs to be sorted out on exactly which places we can go and for how long. The small towns we can spend a lot more time on while the city is a different matter and we need to make sure exactly where we're going their because it's too big to go to all in one day.
And tha'ts about it, by the information I"ve been given so far any updates I'll probably post here mostly because I'm super excited to go and just wanna rant about it :D

-mia

Tickets

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 03:48:56 GMT

As I type I'm looking for tickets for our flights, >< I'm confused theirs so many!! I need help...and fast!

Tonight

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 05:51:38 GMT

So, got back from boston's just a little while ago, it was really good. We had food, talked and did some dirty hooker shots yum. Going out to Heidy's tomorrow and finally getting my taxes done! and I'm surprised that I actually got something this year so I'm pretty hyped XD.

Money

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 19:55:32 GMT

So I finally finished paying off my laptop XD I'm super happy because now it's mine, it's not anyone else's and it makes me happy that I kept my promise to my dad and paid it off by myself. I'm thinking about getting a credit card so that I can get my own future shop card and start building my credit. I'm not too thrilled but if i just keep up with everything I'm sure I'll get one soon. While at futureshop too I saw another camera that caught my eye. It's a small canon and I really liked the big screen and all it's nifty features so I'll most likely get it for my trip :D
But anywho, just finished cleaning up my room and got memories from my memory box from people I've met over the years. I really missed my best friend Alyssa who lives in Toronto and I really want to go see her again so I'll probably go next summer before I start school hopefully ^^ i still have every letter to pictures to well..Everything that she gave me and I've never had it in me to throw it away, because she still misses me and I still miss her she was my first childhood friend and we still have so much in common, even her little sister! so hopefully sean and I will road trip there next summer with dad's old car I really want to travel more until I get stuck here studying here for a degree.

Ponder what?

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 22:49:19 GMT

So a few weeks ago my mom gave me the option to go with her and dad to Guatemala for the summer. I really liked the idea, I mean I haven't seen family in a little over 10 years I'm pretty curious on how everyone is doing. But after days and weeks after really thinking about it I feel unsure about it. Sure it's an awesome opportunity going and I really do wanna go but then I think about sean. I feel empty when I don't talk to him for a week, so how could I go without talking to him for a month?! which is how long we're gone for. Sean says it's okay and I hope it's okay too so I've already started to save and am looking for summer essentials to take. I'm going to try and find a cafe or something so that I can at least stay connected via e-mail and send him pictures and whatnot to show him I'm okay.
So besides that my weeks have been pretty okay, I've just been working as usual and socializing with work people going out for drinks, playing pool, etc. As for me and Sean it's been great, 2 more months until we've been with eachother for a year and we're going to make some plans for something extra special besides all the dinners we have at swanky restaurants, we'll definitely make this one count. We've also been playing a lot of video games lately too, right now we're trying to unlock all of the mario kart characters with much frustration. We can't seem to beat the staff experts in their radical karts/bikes and their unbeatable characters ughh. We're also looking forward for resident evil 5 which I really want to play with sean as this one is co-op. So it's coming this month so I'm sure we'll be playing it soon enough. :D

p.s the new DSi is coming out it's really cool, 2 webcams,sd card slot and larger touch screen will be all the rave and the evolution of the DS so I'm hoping to get one as soon as I get back from my trip nya~

co-worker

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 18:02:54 GMT

so last night while I was working my boring long shift I got the news that just crushed my day. I had a fellow co-worker named norm, he was a crabby old man but nice at the same time. He was by far the only co-worker that seemed to talk back to customers if he felt like he didn't like them, which we weren't supposed to but I don't think he cared. That's what we liked about him, he was mean but in the good way. Anyways karen from beauty came up to kaylee and I and told us his son had called and told us he died yesterday. A heart attack had took him by surprise and after he was recoperating from his nasty fall last week from the ice. It crushed our whole department, because he's dead and we'll never see him again. It's the reality that somethings are just waiting for us at any point or time in our life and we lost a co-worker, someone we'll never talk to again. So rest in peace norm thanks for being my co-worker ;___;

Valentine

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:01:05 GMT

So my valentines day wasn't what I had planned, sean worked all day we couldn't see eachother at all :( so instead I stayed with my parents for valentine's day. We went out for dinner and then just stayed home, I played wii fit and super smash brawl. I called sean later that night, apparently he left a gift in my locker before I left so I can't wait to read it today :). And even though valentine's day isn't the only day you should love someone, you can still show some extra affection on that one day, I'll have to make it up to sean by showing him my extra affection today kyaa~<3

Travel

Fri, 13 Feb 2009 06:03:39 GMT

So I might be travelling this summer to guatemala I'm really excited and I hope we go, I've only got $400 left on my laptop so as soon as I finish I'll start saving up for my trip. ~Kyaa! I'm super excited mostly because I've never really travelled outside the country from what I can remember. It'll be nice to because I'm gone for a month, I hope I tan, I'll be going shopping soon and hopefully buying a new camera for my trip...The only thing keeping me back is because I'll be gone from Sean for a whole month! I don't think I've ever been that far apart nor for that much time EVER. it makes me sad but alas he understands and is letting me go (not that I would have to ask him but he won't be too sad for when I leave) And speaking of sean, him and I went to go see coraline a couple of days ago, it was REALLY good, even though it was directed by Henry Selick (spelling?) it still had that tim burton's vibe to it, I mean Mr.Burton looks crazy, henry on the other hand does not..but it was still a good movie, and we went to red lobster after...yum, a perfect ending to a perfect day. :)

p.s At work a lot of games went on sale, including silent hill homecoming, I'm thinking about playing it but who knows, I'd have to go to sean's house to play it with his 360 or ps3...hmmm...question now is which one?

-Kuro

cs4

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 06:27:22 GMT

So whilst wandering around the internet world, I stumbled upon a download of cs4 I downloaded it, and fondly enjoyed it, I hope to take more pictures, pardon "capture" a photograph because I do not steal them >> . My camera has been sitting in it's bag for quite some time now and I don't plan to waste my first large purchase hidden underneath my computer desk. So while looking around cs4 it had been recommended with lightroom which is apparently a great companion to poor lonely photoshop. we'll see, currently I'm downloading it now, I don't have patience right now so I'll leave it downloading overnight.

-kuro

p.s-I purchased ninja bandaids yesterday, don't know why, but the label directly says"perfect for civilians, not necessary for real ninjas" it made me laugh, plus it came with a mini ninja to protect me from evil sushi..

The new coat

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 04:14:54 GMT

so as the title says above, I purchased a new coat today, it's pretty, short and plaid. It was a gift to myself since my mother kept whining about my old one repeatly stating that it was already a year old, tearing and so last season.
Today also marks the third day I haven't been working, which I assumed having a rest period would be nice, but now it's bugging me. The fact is I LIKE working, which is strange. It wouldn't bother me as much hanging out with sean throughout my time off but it seems like our work schedule this week is again against us because he works more hours than I do this week because of his stupid supervisor. ugh. but saturday hopefully, we need to decide what we're going to do for valentine's day. yay

-kuro

p.s- my ribs keep hurting, I'm not sure why but I believe it's because of wii fit pushing me a little too hard unfortunately I don't have my muscular body I once did in middle school *sigh* if it persists I'll go to a doctor >>

...return of the school! O_O

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 22:31:13 GMT

Okay, well it's that time again folks! schools about to start in about what? 2 days? T______T

I guess this summer wasn't all that exciting like the previous summers...my summer consisted of work, work, more work, a failed attempt at a cabin, work, hanging with my friends, work, photography and did I mention work?
I decided a couple of days ago I was going to enjoy these last few days, but instead they've put me to work like a dog and ruin most of my plans T__T I also close on the first day of school so i'll be going home at 1 o'clock in the morning on my first day AND second day! =__= whoopie!...~<uber sarcasm
This summer I've also realized that to some people I've changed. It sounds wierd but I think their wrong. I mean since dating jon I've been getting into the punk scene now, and honestly I really like it, punks are very friendly, noisy and weird, you feel really comfortable with them after a while, and it's really funny to see them wasted and high...they do the dumbest shit ever XD LOL. But if I've decided to go punk it doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to change with my friends, I mean my beliefs are still the same and my attitude will still be the same, it's just the outside that's going to be just a tad bit different. I mean I'm doing chem, literature, applied, psychology and photography for pete's sake! The only difference with me physically that I don't think my friends would appreciate that much is my taking up smoking but that's about all...
Oh well, when you see it, if your friends can take you for who you are even when you're changing in life, then it really means they are your friends ^^ and if not then you can be still be an acquaintance.
And well, this is it, final year of high school, I'm not really prepared for it, but I mean who is? I don't think anyone wanted to start school this year and frankly I don't blame them. The only thing I'm really looking forward to is the big party for grad when everyone gets wasted and has a good time XD <3 I'm gonna get jon to help me since he's very into the drinking and such, so we'll have a good time and who knows maybe we'll call up his friends and we'll have a super awesome punk party somewhere >> so that'll definitely be my high school highlight of my life XD.

Well that's enough rambling for now, if anything else comes up I'll keep this thing posted about it, but for now time to get ready for work >___> gawd I hate work gotta start quitting too...it's just plain bullshit now...

~X~ Mia~X~

omg?! an update! :o

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 23:25:14 GMT

Hello earth munchkins,

So it's been another while since I've posted in this thing >>; but things have been pretty interesting that I haven't been able to sit down and write about it.
Well, as usual I've been working almost everyday, and it's been getting rather depressing at work, at home I've been doing nothing but doodling on photoshop, and unanticipating the return of school, in the hopes that I will be either killed or abducted come sometime in 2 weeks T_T (which it probably won't happen, school tends to eat your soul and won't allow you to go anywhere else except there) On another random note, me and jon are now over, we decided to call it quits after 2 months of boring dating. In which I recall he said I was "too young" and in my head, it meant, "I'm too fucking lazy to care about you so good-bye" in which I replied "sure, I'd think it'd be best" but had translated into my head "OMG you fucking stink, thank riddins =_=" I mean he's not a bad person unless you call bad in definition of bad hygene but he's just that kind of person to be to lazy for any kind of commitment. I don't mind hanging out with him, but being friends was just the best for someone of his um..'uniqueness'
So after getting that over with, I decided to go where I felt most comfortable and decided to ask out my ex-boyfriend, in which he happily agreed and had told me that he still had a crush on me after all this time <3 that's what I loved about him, he was always so nice to me, even when I was seeing another guy he would always understand and he was always so good to me :3 So..anyways I had to get that out of my system, it's been bugging me for the longest time and now it has been released, kinda like when you wear an extremely uncomfortable pair of shoes and the feeling you get when you take them off and your feet start breathing again.

But anywho, that's all I have time for, and I forget everything else that's been happening in my boring life T_T so for now..toodaloos! ^________^

~X~Mia~X~

So booooored X___X....

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 22:36:29 GMT

It's been like a billion years since I've written in this thing, and unfortunately haven't been able to add much to my recently boring life...

So the ai-kon's finally over and I have to start photoshoping and sending out the pictures to the ai-kon committee, since I was their official photographer XD, it was pretty awesome, in the booklet my name is inside ^__^ and it actually said "official' <3 it made me really happy and my parents happy too x) I was ibefore the official mom of ai-kon., the graphic design team and the dance and games organizer peoples XD so that really made my day. My personal authority over people was pretty awesome too, I didn't have to wait in the vendors room while the huge line was going on, neither did I have to wait for Greg Ayres and Vic Mignogna to sign my stuff, I even got a picture of them with sharpies up their noses XD Lol (F.Y.I Greg does the voice of Chrno in Chrno crusade and Vic does the voice of Ed in FMA ) so that was pretty awesome too. I didn't even have to wait for the cosplay contest, which I even saved seats for katie and raye's friend XD. So while I was backstage I started talking to Benson and I might be considered to be part of the staff...not just volunteering, but actually PART of the committee, which is really awesome because I'd be put into contests and games. I found that pretty satisfying at first, it meant that even if I didn't like someone that much I could approve or disapprove of any ideas they'd be trying to pitch to the committee, and even if I don't call the shots, I'm really close with the top 4 people incharge of ai-kon, so people should fear me Mwah ha ha!!! >:D

Friday was by far my favorite day though I'd have to say, because Jon decided to come that day. He ended up coming with me because he wanted to see my kairi outfit and to check out the super smash bros turny. He ended up going into the semi-finals but alas was beaten by a jigglypuff, which for most people was pretty sad but that jigglypuff was tough! and it even ended up going into finals! DX But by far my most awesomest part of the convention was hanging out with my bf, michelle, crystal, sam and katie XD I didn't see shadow a lot, but I guess if she didn't want to hang with us, but that was pretty much okay, I didn't end up getting the cain saga I had to give her but I didn't really give a fuck at that moment because I was pretty much busy the rest of the time...
I also felt like punching out a lot of people at the kon because they were acting like a bitch which by this time I've learned to be a bitch back if you give me attitude, and I 've realized to keep my distance from people I know I probably shouldn't get involved with unless they want a black eye, but I kept my fist by my side and just tried to enjoy the rest of the kon, besides it doesn't matter because when you're with your friends it doesn't really matter.

So yeah, that's pretty much been my past couple of weeks so far, I'm planning another photoshoot since I got my new camera, so I might as well start putting that to use. Other than that I've been working throughout most of the summer, with nightshifts and breakfasts coming my way =___=.this weekend will seem pretty much dead since I'm going to be working through it all, and jon's gone to his cabin for a week so I won't be seeing much of him around for a while either, so I might start working on my yuna costume for next ai-kon with a staff so it'll be much nicer and more professional ><?

So I'll stop rambling now so...later!

P.S I got DDR on my computer..it's fucking hard my hands are meant to type 80 words per minute but they aren't able to spin 3 times and hit the up button..go figures...
P.S.S I'll have my images up on my da from the convention if you're really bored, I'll have an update on how their going soon enough...okay I'm done now..

whoopdie doo!

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 01:03:22 GMT

Yes I am still alive and yet another update!

This weekend was AWESOME and AMAZING. I hung out with Jon after work even though we were suppose to hang out much later that day. I was changing from work and he called me and told me he couldn't wait til tonight and was coming over here right now. I was like <3 zomg! <-sounds cheesy by the way =_= so we met up and McNally's and we set out for our night together. We sat by the GP school and talked about really random stuff, that's what I love about him, he's just so random that we'll start humorous conversations to by time (much like me, shad and mich by the way XD ), But alas that conversation ended much sooner then intended because lily called and told me to get my ass home NOW. My family had gone out for the day because it's my niece's last week here in Winnipeg, she'll be moving to NY and will be gone for quite sometime.

Mind you I wasn't supposed to work saturday, just friday randomly during my shift my manager matias came up to me from the corner and was like "hey maria! when do you work saturday?" and I was like "I don't work saturday >>..." and he was like "well you do now! 12-4" ^^ ...yeah that was a bummer but I was okay with it.
So after my convo on the phone me and jon set out to go back to my place on the bus making stupid puns along the way and going by the park where he laughed at me over my fear of kankerworms...

We got to the park and got..well "intimate"...which was kinda funny though, because we didn't notice until after that their were these kids hanging out there, and finally one of them came by where we were and they just stared and we booked it. We were GOING to leave but we decided to stay for just a bit longer...bad idea. We gave our last hugs goodbye when my sister drove up yelling I caught you guys...OMG that was SOOOOO bad...=___= me and jon freaked out and just ignored it and to clear our minds up we decided to go buy some gelati's.
Walking home we met up with ian's parents and their dogs, we got ian to come out and hang with us and we headed to my place.

We finally got to my place and jon was officially introduced to my parents and the rest of the family. I was kinda funny though because my mom gave him 'the talk' and him understanding spanish he knew. My mom's only words were "you break her heart, I kick your ass" and he was cool with it so we ended up going out with me jon and ian on our little quest of randomness which included ian hunting down rabbits, going through the monkey trails of assinaboine park, looking wasted at the parking lot of the tuxedo shopping center, hearing a rooster ringtone, walking by garbage hill (no it's not the real one, it's just some lame imitation of it and I fell off of), getting attacked by mosquitos and much much more!

We finally ended up going home and ian lost his cell phone, so we were out for another half an hour trying to look for it and when we finally found it we went home. Jon had extremely spicy pizza and then we dropped him off home while almost getting caught for smoking cigarrettes and so ended our day. So yeah it was a crazy weekend and hopefully me and jon will be going out more over the summer too. So ya....

~Mia

P.S- I am now OFFICIALLY ai-kon's photographer XD I get a free press pass and everything ^^ I'm hoping to get vic and greg's pic and autograph and hang it in my room!!!!! ^______^ and I'm now part of the committee so it should be fun to know what's going on for next year

Awesome weekend X3

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 03:46:43 GMT

So..it's been a while since I've posted on this >>; but I've been kinda busy....

School sucks. I probably failed that provincial exam but I don't give a fuck..I can just write it next year and it's not like was worth that much to begin with...
I also did my photography exam, which I probably failed too, and that doesn't help that I haven't finished my vocational poster because electronics does nothing, and I didn't finish my panning T_T..oh why must the world be so cruel? =__=

I had a little arguement with a friend too, I guess I feel a bit jealous that even though we've started to be friends again that they would rather spend their time with someone else instead of myself. But that's just my nature, I like to have someone around me that I want to be with and no one else (sometimes). Like I understand that since they didn't like me before that they would have already made plans in the future to be with other people, but that still doesn't make any sense in my head. I would give up my job to just hang out, I mean what else can a friend do? and it isn't even easy when your parents hate that person, and you try so hard just to the point of crying to make them understand that this person actually MEANS something to them. I guess some people just don't get it that even though it doesn't seem like a struggle that it IS. My parents are a constant obstacle course to me, it's not easy to ever get anything through to them, but I guess people don't consider that because they don't deal with it. I HATE it when people assume something and it's not even close to what I'm dealing with..

But moving along, I'm starting to get to really get close to yoshi, I'm trying to get her to hang out with me but I guess it'll be harder than I thought. It kinda got me upset that shadow and viper kept talking about what they were going to do about going out there for her birthday. The only reason I got upset was because I thought I actually meant something...but since I didn't get the invitation then I guess I'm not good enough for some people..go figures..I guess that's just what's been bugging me lately about people, that even though they might not mean it, my past kicks into the present and I think that if you don't talk to me that you automatically hate me. I guess it's just something that I've got to talk about with a few people with over the summer, hopefully they'll understand...

In happier news, I <3 my new bf jon. OMG he's so amazing, I love him. He makes me laugh and he works at the same mcdonalds I do. I love it XD. We went on our first date yesterday, and wow it was intense. I met his friends, they were drunk at the time and kept ranting on about strawberry sundaes. Jon tried to flirt with me but I was to lazy to be flirting back because of the photo exam (I spent like 5 hours on that fucking project and it still turned out like shit) Finally we went to go watch POTC 3 at like 9 o'clock. Now I kept thinking..this movie is like 3 hours..holy crap I'd be out at like midnight, but oh no such luck. My mum told me my dad was coming to pick me up and take me home at 11:30. I was kinda pissed but I couldn't really fight back since that was my ride back home. So I told jon I had to go, but him being oh so sweet went with me out of the theatre, and he ditched the movie he'd been dying to see to stay with me X3. We finally walked outside, and he told me that he loved me, oh wow that was really something...and just outta no where..we just started making out..I was like WOW...this is intense..and then i finally remembered my parents were probably outside waiting for me. I flipped "HOLY CRAP" was all I was thinking, so we hid behind a store and yeah...you get the point >//< Why am I telling people this? well..it's probably because that's how much I love him, that and I know he'll never be able to read this entry because he has no computer so it kinda makes me happy, and it only means that we'll be talking on the phone for hours instead.

So yeah that's my random update of life, not as crappy as like 4 weeks ago but meh. So I'll see what'll happen with yoshi and Jon, though I'll probably be hanging out with jon *MIGHT* for the whole summer, he promised me to show me the bums on Osborne and we'd go lto ike parties and stuff...

~Mia

Friends day

Wed, 09 May 2007 02:19:54 GMT

Today was pretty awesome ^^
We went to go watch Spider man 3 (which was TOTALLY AWESOME by the way...^^;) And we hung out, it was nice.
Apparently, today was fun and field day, so us being lazy and we 1. were already finished gym and we didn't HAVE to go (me, shad and kag)..or 2. we should have gone (viper)...but we didn't XP. .so we ended up deciding on going to the movies..
We got on the bus and got to polo were we got food and we had like 2 hours left to wait until the next show. So we were like..Oh crap..>> and we were like.."whadda we do?"...well what else could we do? ....what else, CHAPTERS! XD Lol
So for like 2 hours we were browsing around chapters looking at manga, terry pratchett, and guy who wrote spiggot's quest, and magazines (which included..erm..women..and gay emos..) I also found more of Ned Vizzini's books which included a book aboot a super-cool pill (squip) and a book about a guy who wants to commit suicide...>>
Shad didn't find what she wanted so I'm gonna have to browse through mcnally's sometime and find her unfindable book...but we had fun ^^ we laughed at the gay emo magazines and we talked about getting terry's work and split it in half where I'll collect some and so will she and we'll switch..saves money, which is a good thing ^^; shad's also sleepin over on friday so that we can both go to Jaaw and we can both ask my parents if I can go to her cabin ^^..only crappy thing about saturday is that I need to leave early because of stupid work >< which I STILL HAVE NOT GOTTEN BACK MY IPOD YOU BASTARDS DX. Oh well, good day today and we agreed to go to pirates 3 and shrek 3...the year of the trilogy's..great..that means cash which means I need more shifts -__- meh.

~L

okay so I had a bad day...

Fri, 04 May 2007 03:19:34 GMT

Okay..well I'm alive so I'll post something I guess >>

So everything's been good, marriage is alright and grades are doing somewhat okay..*I hate all my teachers..they are all assholes, that's why I"m getting low marks in most of my classes..* but I'm fine with that..they can treat me like shit because I can just LEAVE.

But work is a different matter. I can't leave work, and it sucks because they are all assholes too, but they pay me so I can't leave...and because I need stupid experience >< Gosh if I didn't need it I would quit IMMEDIATELY and get my ass outta there. And it's really stupid, but people have told me over and over again to quit, but I'm stupid and stubborn and I don't want to leave..because I met this guy named **** -__- he's really nice and he likes video games and he's uber kewl and cute and I can't resist XD i haven't had the greatest experience with guys but I'm gonna give it another chance..if it fails I'm going lesbian LoL. but he's really kewl and he hates work like me ^^ only problem is..he's older, I'm 16...my parents would beat the shit outta him...
So I'm alone in the world..boo hoo..

And to make matter oh so nice...I lost my ipod..in the managers CAR..and worst thing is she won't be back until next week T__T it's so stupid...they won't even give me a place where I can pick it up...she HAS to come to the restaurant to pick it up..GOSH I HATE WORK >< they don't even appreciate $300 of my life that I still owe!! >< oh well...I've been through a lot more than that at work so I'll let it slide by...

But on to more happy news..I might go to shad's cabin may long weekend ^^ which is awesome x) with my 3 best buds in the world (and yoshi if she comes then it'll be 4) but yeah still gotta talk to my parents about it and bring shad over to explain all the details...whoopdie doo..

anyways I'll stop now before my head explodes..

~L

A random update...

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 22:09:38 GMT

Okay...I decided to put a random update to let people know I'm still alive...

Well, for the most part I've been having a crappy week, the most to blame though is work =___= Oh dear gawd it's horrible, I thought working at McDonalds wasn't going to be that bad except for the hideous uniforms we have to wear but if that was just it I'd be fine with it. But alas, it isn't. Work has been a bitch to me, especially last saturday. Last saturday I had decided to take the day off work since me and mich decided to have a sad little attempt at a surprise birthday party for hunny bunny, although it was a pathetic attempt we all seemed pretty happy ^^. Soon (around 8ish) my mom had called me (in a really serious tone) that I had work today and my manager was bitching to my mom to get me to work. At first I kinda went blank...wait....I had taken the day off work and they wanted me to work...? So not being concerned about it I told my mum that I took the day off (a week in advance) and someone had taken my shift for the day, mum understood and it was back to the party! ^o^ or so I thought...
A couple hours later my mum called again, telling me AGAIN that I had to work today...and I told her again I DON'T WORK TODAY...but mum wasn't buying it and I was really starting to get pissed off. Went back to the party and a few hours later...whadda ya know my mum calls AGAIN. Except this time she sounded REALLY pissed...my manager had called 3 times to my mum asking for an explaination of why I wasn't at work, my mum responded by telling her I had taken the day off work to go to Shad's surprise birthday party. But my manager being stupid and all bitched at my mum and mum called me really really seriously telling me because I didn't show up for work which I booked the day off (IN A WEEKS ADVANCE) I probably could have gotten fired >:O
I literally almost started crying..it was horrible, I can take a few things in life, but HER I can't take..her name's megan she's a 'swing manager' at mcdonalds, she's a bitch, she's horrible, and from what I've heard she's made someone cry..oh lord..my neck was going to get hanged today..>_> So kinda having a breakdown called McDonalds; she answered, I told her it was me, and she sounded pissed and asking me why the hell I didn't show up...'I took the day off' I said..'you didn't tell anyone' she answered. YES I DID, I told YOU and my scheduling manager so don't give me that bullshit (I didn't literally say that or else I would have actually gotten fired ^^;) well..I won't go on with the whole story but point is! My McDonalds is a horrible place, you try to do something and no one will listen, I asked for 1 just ONE day off, and I got in shit for it because my manager 'forgot' that I had taken the day off. And on a side note, last shift I worked I noticed all my co-workers working that day...they all seem MISERABLE there, no one will smile unless it's for a customer...just makes me think what I've gotten' myself into...;__;
But no more miserable stories..uh..happy updates ^^; friday I'm going to get my ai-kon ticket with kiro, mich, and hunny bunny. I'm also going to get hunny bunny her roxas plushie on friday too (mind you I'm going to be broke since I only worked 2 shifts this week) ;__; and I still have to get enough money for jaawathon so I'm gonna have to ask for extra shifts =__= Oh well, I'll stop my ranting I've got essays to write and I just wanted to waste my time and practice typing really fast with my fingers ^^
~L

~Cosplay

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 03:47:25 GMT

well..I haven't written anything in here for a while >___> but anywho!

Today was awesome ~<3 we had a photoshoot at The Forks, and it was KICK ASS XD. Unfortunately, hunny bunny didn't show
up, which was kinda disappointing seeing as their was SO MANY EMOS that it was funny but at the same time not funny...their were so many of them, they all had emo hair and they were in their cliques it was awesome XD at the same time too, since
yoshi doesn't live in the city she couldn't come either ;___; *emo tear* but we'll be having more photoshoots throughout the summer so it's all good :3

Actually, on a side note, me and yoshi are now friends. And it seems like no one actually believes me when I say that... sure we were kinda ignoring eachother for a while but it took be a long time to realize of how dumb I was. And it wasn't because of the others, I made the decision to start our friendship over again because I wanted to, and it took me a while till I could actually do it.
I finally had the courage to write an extremely long emo letter to try to start over. It worked, and now me and yosh are good friends ^^, which reminds me, one of those little 'pushes' that kinda got me going were my parents. Because ever since I was in elementary school they've constantly told me that I don't have friends, friends in my life don't exist for me, and that I don't need friends.
But I'm proving them wrong, I've got 6 best friends and it's only going to get bigger, so in my life their ARE friends and friends who like me for me, not for what I can do or what I can give, but just me. WOW that sounded lame >__> oh well....

But anywho, I'll just go now, I'll stop my ranting other than saying that I like the cosplay photo gig, I think when I get better at it I'll
be more of a professional and make some money out of it, it's fun being with cosplayers (especially kiro and erika :3) and with
my pro camera I'm getting soon it'll be a lot easier than using film.

P.S I wanted to call hunny bunny and say happy birthday but I was so busy...-__- but I think she'll understand, we have lives so ^^; I'm getting her a roxas plushie XD which I hope she keeps protected since yoshi really wants it too >__> so I'll have to get yosh a sora one so she'll leave roxas alone..but it'll have to wait since I'm currently broke, stupid mcdonalds, they rip you off with no shifts, only free food ;___; ...

~L

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 01:16:32 GMT

Fuuu!!!!!~<3
Today was KICK ASS. I had my first real photoshoot today, with actual models and the lighting and everything! XD. Kiro and Ri-chan were my models, and Debbie and Michelle were my assistants. We got there at like 10 and Kiro was waiting for me >_< I felt so bad but then after we were off to work!
Michelle came shortly after, and then Ri-chan came. We had a bit of a problem with the lighting, because Kiro was so dark. It took us like an hour just to set up, and another 2 hours for kiro's photoshoot to end.
Then it was Ri-chan's turn. Poor Ri-chan...kiro, debbie and michelle kept harrassing her because she had her one piece outfit on. They kept calling her a pirate hooker and teased her about them giving her money XP. But after they stopped we got started. The images came out awesome and even my teacher (Mr.G) even liked them...MR. G ZOMG! :O and I was all like "Bitch! that's right, respect cosplayers!! >:D"
And too soon later it had ended, we had to be out of the building by 3 cuz my school's an ass, and so are there computers. The fuckin thing wouldn't let me send my images through to my webct account thingy. Stupid firewall, damn it to heck! >:O
So after a hectic day had now ended, I decided to photoshop them for a bit, post them on my DA and call it a day.
I thought about it after a while and I really enjoyed photographing Kiro and Ri-chan. I'm now thinking about making this into a part time career. People like being photographed in their cosplays. And I like photographing them, so maybe I'll take this one step furthur and start a career in this, a few extra dollars in my pocket photographing beats my Mickie Dee's job anyday.

random update

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 20:25:36 GMT

I'm actually still alive O_o
I have survived the school of hell and ish is happy ^___^ and now I have music! XD my ipod holds many songs of emoness and the song about saturday morning cartoons :3

Also, valentines day is coming up! ^__^ and now I have someone for me for valentines day! whoot! x) shadow will be my valetines...she is such a good husband XD and she ish learning the spanish of sexiness kukuku......

Anywho, the point of next month also is it is N.E.D (national emo day) it is the one day that normal people can act like emo kids and think about killing themselves ^___^ mind you that this holiday is all made up and if anyone is just randomly wanting to do something on april fools day then be an emo, dress emo and join the many kids who whine everday ^__^
*note: I do not hate emos, I love them, this holiday is just for them*
EMO ^__________^ but erm yeah. that's pretty much it...

~X~ MEJI~X~

emo happiness!! ^____^

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:55:03 GMT

It's been a while since I've been really happy..so now i am happy!
My nephew finally came home from the hospital! ^____^ I haven't seen him in like 2 weeks ;___:
The hospital finally let him out, but he's still on medication. He has this thing..um..Generalized tonic clonic seizures..so yeah...
but he's finally getting better and he opens his asian eyes so I'm happy XD He's like a baby so he only opens his eyes like once a day ;___; So erm..yeah I needed to say this because I am happy! yay! He is asian..he is cute..I will MAKE him cosplay with me when he's older XD oh yeah!

Ok...back to emoness!! DX

~X~Meji~X~

being driven to insanity

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 03:54:27 GMT

Ah...I really am going to die ;___; <---j/k

Too much work..ugh.I am GOING TO DIE BEFORE THIS YEAR -___- bio project (still haven't started) need to get a job, grade 12 work, english exam monday and still havent read that damn boring book DX ,

On another note I am totally going to go as miroku for ai-kon and act like a complete preverted idiot to every hot chick I see (no I do not like girls that way -__-) But anywho! Vip and shad helped me out with a hilarious skit and it will be aweshome all I hope to do now is to make a costume and not look retarded in it.

And I am so proud. I am a teacher, I've currently been teaching shadow-chan spanish and it's so awesome! XD she's been doing so well ^___^ she's learning pretty fast and is getting it a lot better than I expected (no I didn't think she would suck, she just doesn't speak any spanish and she's picking up it pretty fast and that makes me excited!) I want to talk to her in spanish and just be all like "hola shadow-chan! como estas! te amo~<3 viper-kun y Misheru-chan no pueden entender lo que decimos ha!" and yesh..it would be aweshome~ XD

And finally I meet my photo teacher in costco and made a complete ass out of me. He embarrased me infront of my mother and sister and made me carry my mums groceries. DAMN HIM! DAMN HIM TO HECK!!! DX He's an old fart -___- and I finally handed in that bloody project! Bitch! try to bring me down now!! MWAH HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!! I am SO failing his class...he'll make me write in journals and ask what I achieved today...I achieved...DEATH! >:P

Anyways..I gotta start that bloody algebra and read that stupid book -____- oh well...

~X~ Meji~X~ Happy emo x)

...

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 05:47:47 GMT

Ok I will say this now before I get back to work =__=

had fun at the moose game..whoot? we won and US lost..FREE peanuts XD

and also I will say(write) this..

Viper kun! don't do what you did today..it made me sad ;_____; I actually cried once I got in my room...I thought negatively and was all emo doing my work...so don't do that DX it's not you...you were not the viper I love (not that kind of love >_>) but someone else in my vipers body and I don't like it ^_^;; I love you viper X3

Please don't change

P.S Shadow was gone..-____- we couldn't get a hold of her...and mich stuffed her pockets with peanuts it was awesome..she got 50 cents off her next purchase of peanuts (any variety!) her dad was pleased...XD

~X~Meji~X~ the happy emo chick XD